That sinking feeling you get when nothing is getting done and all you want to do is sleep. This has been my everyday for the past two months. Every time I start to set up my camera or work on my apartment I start feeling overwhelmed and just stop. I've been living in my new place for two months and still feel like a stranger there. It's not my home and I'm just visiting. I can't seem to shake this strange feeling. My boyfriend has been decorating and putting all of my things in place to make it feel more homey, but something is still off. Don't get me wrong, it's a great little house with lots of room and lovely old world features, but something isn't quite right yet.
I'm starting to feel the pressure as my next show approaches and I haven't completed any new pieces.
How do you adjust to changes? How do I make myself feel less like a visitor here?
I've been neglecting my blog lately due to home renovation stuff, but I wanted to let you know that I will be having a show in December if anyone in the OKC area wants to come. I'll have more details later. Also, I finally have internet at my house so I can get back to posting pictures again.