when the pain from emotions becomes too much, i subside in the world of my dreams.
here, i can be happy and there is no pain and no love.
*sometimes i feel like my dreams are the only escape from my emotions.
*my insomnia has come back in full force. i was only able to achieve an hour of sleep last night and it was very fitful sleep, so i'm writing to you from the tea house near my apartment in hopes that the caffeine will revive me.